I Feel Better Today
As of this morning, I feel better. I have been in a
pre-Christmas funk for a few weeks.
What brought on my pre-Christmas funk? Well, I have not been sleeping well on an off for about a month now. As I learned when I was a brand new mother,
sleep deprivation mimics depression. On the other hand,
depression often brings on
sleepless nights. Yuck!
This week I have been working really hard at taking care of myself. I have been:
- Going to extra A.A. meetings
- Having extra contact with my A.A. sponsor
- Being vigilant about taking my medication
- Doing what I can to get the best nights sleep possible
- and I made an appointment to see a therapist next week
I hate taking care of myself, I would much rather take care of other people. But, how can I really take care of them if I am not taking care of myself.