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Outright Mental Defective
Sunday, January 27, 2008
  I am board
I am board! I am not just board right now; I am board with this stage of my life.

I am not sure what to do about it. I sponsor women and I speak. I love my husband and I love our son but, it is just does not seem like enough. I want something to be interested in.
 
Friday, January 25, 2008
  Thinking Myself Into a Hole
I had a 24 hour bug yesterday and spent most of the day in bed. You know what they say, "an alcoholic by herself is in poor company."

Within just a few hours to I went from, "isn't this nice that I have the day to rest," to "everybody sucks." You know, everybody. My sponsor, my sponsees, my neighbors and most of all I just suck. Did I reach out to my A.A. sisters? No of course not I was too busy thinking about what was wrong with me and everyone else.

By last night however, I felt well enough to go to my home group. It is amazing what an hour in a meeting can do for my attitude. I went from thinking myself into a hole to feeling gratitude.
 
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
  Gratutude

 
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
  Martin Luther King Jr.

I took this photo myself on the steps of the lincoln memorial
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Friday, January 18, 2008
  More of Wahsington DC
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  Iowa

I finnally downloaded my pictures from our October trip to Washingon DC. This is Sam standing in front of the Iowa section of the World War II Memorial. My Dad was from Iowa and fought in World War II
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Thursday, January 10, 2008
  Gratitude
 
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
  More Conflict
Oh, the conflict rages on. My A.A. friend M.J. is on vacation. Hopefully, she will get laid a lot and be in a good mood to discuss the lease when she gets back.

Now however, the Cub Scout conflict has just snowball out of control. One mother is talking bad about the den leaders(my husband included) to whoever will listen. Geeze all this drama for a group of 8 and 9 year old boys who get together three times a month to play games and do crafts.
 
Friday, January 04, 2008
  Conflict
Ooooooooo, there is lots and lots of conflict in my world right now. I have family conflict, Cub Scout conflict and of course the ever-popular A.A. conflict. The A.A. conflict centers on a lease that we have to sign with the Recovery Club where we have our meetings. This year the lease is full of all these crazy threats that my friend M.J. thought up. Things like our group will be fined if someone parks in front of the sidewalk even though it’s not marked and perfectly legal to park there.

Oh well, love and tolerance is our code….
 
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