Needing God
When I first sobered up, I believed that one day I would “get it together” and no longer need to surrender to God's will. I was sure that one day graduate and need God less.
I felt that the whole dependence on God thing was just a temporary crutch until I could get back on my self reliant feet.
I was wrong and I am so glad that I was wrong. I am coming up on 16 years sober and I can honestly say I depend on God more today than I ever have before.