Gratitude
Thank you everyone for you kind words of welcome back. I am not sure exactly how I am going to use the Blog this time around. For starters however, I thought I would share what I am grateful for today.
- A day of rest yesterday
- The porch is finally almost finished
- A good nights sleep
- A new meeting starts tonight
- My sponsor G
Hello
Long time, no see how is everyone.
Mess
Right now, I am a codependent mess.
Eating Ourselves to Death
I have a very good friend who is
dying as a direct result of his
addiction to food. He landed in the emergency room over the weekend, unable to breath. Yesterday the cardiologist told him that if he did not change his life style (diet, exercise and use of a
CPAP machine) he could very well
die in the next few years. He told me this dire prediction and then followed with, "
but doctors always tell you your going to die." He said, trying to laugh the whole thing off.
Am I crazy? Do doctors always tell people they are going to die in the next few years if they do not do this or that? My doctor did tell me if I did not lower my cholesterol through diet (lets hear it for
fish oil and
oatmeal) she would have to put me on
Lipator. I assumed that somewhere down the line I would be risking death but, she never said anything about a few years.
I hate watching people die from their addictions. I hate being powerless to stop it. I especially hate watching people I love die from their addictions. In my eighteen years in the rooms I have done far, far too much of it.
Gratitude
Our whole family was sick over the weekend. I hate when that happens. Some kind of virus we think. Anyhow today we all seem a whole lot better.
- Returning health
- A good night's sleep
My Will
My will doesn't always work so well.